Below are the 5 most recent journal entries recorded in John Winchester's InsaneJournal:

Monday, February 16th, 2009
11:14 pm	For aiodeoffcampus Name: John Winchester Fandom: Supernatural Age: 50 Twenty two years after Mary's death, John disappears, causing Dean to seek out Sam at Stanford University to help find him. The brothers are able to track him to Jericho, California. They then follow a set of coordinates they find amongst their father's things, thinking they might lead them to John. When the brothers return to their childhood home after Sam has precognitive dreams, they leave a message for John on his voicemail. John tracks them in Kansas, but does not reveal his presence while staying with the psychic Missouri Moseley. John finally visits the brothers in Chicago, Illinois. Meg, a woman possessed by one of Azazel's children, reveals that Azazel is after John. After defeating the daeva, the brothers split up from their father to keep him from Meg and Azazel. John meets back up with his sons when his old mentor, vampire hunter Daniel Elkins, is murdered. It turns out that the vampires that killed him also stole the Colt, a gun that can kill anything. The brothers and John succeed in getting the gun back and decide to go after the demon together. When Meg threatens to kill their friends unless they deliver The Colt, John gives her a fake gun and is captured. The brothers end up rescuing him, but he becomes possessed by Azazel and attacks. However, John manages to resist, freeing Sam from his telekinetic control. Sam manages to get the Colt and shoots him in the leg, temporarily subduing the demon. John begs Sam to kill him so that Azazel will die too, but Sam can't bring himself to do it. To John's dismay, Azazel then escapes. As the Winchesters later flee the scene in Dean's 1967 Impala, a man possessed by a demon hits them with a semi truck. After the crash, Sam and John awake in hospital with only minor injuries. However, Dean's life hangs on a thread. John tries to get Sam to get some materials so that he can summon Azazel from the hospital where they have all ended up. He also seems to know what Azazel wants from Sam and other kids like him. He makes a deal with Azazel so that Dean can live, sacrificing the Colt and its last bullet, along with his soul. After Dean wakes up, Sam angrily presses John about his whereabouts the night before. John waves it off, telling Sam that arguing is pointless. John then asks Sam to get him some coffee. After Sam leaves, John talks with Dean. John tells Dean to take care of Sam. He then whispers something in Dean's ear. John then leaves Dean and returns to his hospital room, where he gives the Colt to someone. Sam walks by John's hospital room, where he finds an unconscious John on the floor. The doctors arrive to try to revive John, but are unable to save his life. John Winchester's official time of death is 10:41AM. In the future episode, "Crossroads", a demon refers to John suffering in Hell to tempt Dean into making a deal to resurrect him. In another episode, "Born Under A Bad Sign", the demon Meg, who is possessing Sam, tells Dean that she saw John in Hell and that he says "Howdy". However, this comment is most likely to have been made out of spite. John returns in "All Hell Breaks Loose, Part 2" when the gate to Hell is opened. When Azazel is about to kill Dean, John grabs him and pulls him out of his human body. Both John and Azazel wrestle, but John is ultimately thrown off by the demon, who returns to his host body. This distraction gives Dean enough time to grab the Colt and shoot Azazel in the heart, finally killing him. John then gives Sam and Dean a loving smile before becoming engulfed in a white light, seemingly putting his soul at rest. Possibly because the death of Azazel breaks the contract holding John in hell, allowing him to leave. When Dean is sent through time, he meets his father's younger self. When Dean starts talking about the smell of sulfur and cow mutilations, John believes he's a little crazy. When John goes to a car dealership, Dean suggests that John buy the car that Dean will eventually have in the future. Dean then watches John go to a diner with a much younger Mary, whom he intends to propose to. It is then revealed that Mary is a hunter. When Mary goes to see John, Azazel possessing her father brutally snaps his neck. Mary makes a deal with Azazel to bring John back to life in exchange for allowing him to visit baby Sam in ten years time. [Neither John nor Jeffrey Dean Morgan. John belongs to the minds behind Supernatural. Information taken from Wikipedia. I am making no profit whatsoever. DISCLAIMER: Aiode Falls is entirely fictional. This means that it is in no way real, nor do we the players believe it to be so. We are merely creating a universe in which we can better our writing skills and have a little fun. In no way do we intend any copyright infringements; the concepts and characters ultimately belong to their respectful owners.] (Comment on this)
Friday, April 18th, 2008
2:58 pm	Prompt #29 -- Letter to your past self Dear John, First off, stop with the confused face. You know the one. The one you give Mary when she gets on one of her tangents about some subject she loves and you can't for the life of you understand. Which actually brings us to the first thing I wanted to say. Those tangents? Appreciate them. Listen to them. Pay attention to them. Because you never know if someday, maybe even someday soon, she'll be gone. Enjoy what you have while you have it and don't worry about the future quite so much. Second, the boys. That backtalking and snark that little Dean has? Yeah, he's always gonna have that. Sorry. Sammy's going to be the quieter one. And oh, are they going to fight like cats and dogs sometimes. Just be ready for that. Playing referee to them won't be easy. (And in one memorable case, will involve use of a fire extinguisher to shut them up. Use your imagination.) Do whatever you can to give the boys a normal life. This isn't going to be possible all the time, or even a majority of it, but give them what little nuggets you can. And above all else? When the urge to fall apart is strongest, don't. -John Muse: John Winchester Fandom: Supernatural (Comment on this)
Saturday, December 15th, 2007
1:47 pm	Prompt #22 -- To the mun Dear Jen, I know your brain has the attention span of a retarded sand flea, but please, stop forgetting about me. I'm actually one of your most active headvoices, not that you'd know it from how often you write me. *glare* Also? Please make Karla and Rose stop with the game of Dueling Emos or whatever it is they're doing. Your headspace scares me. (Besides, I'd out-emo them both, were I the sort of man do do that.) Not exactly a man of many words, so I'll just repeat: stop forgetting about me. Especially when I'm awake and actually inclined to work! Disgruntled love, John Muse John Winchester Fandom Supernatural Current Mood: grumpy (Comment on this)
Monday, November 12th, 2007
3:16 pm	Prompt #14 -- What do you dream about? I dream about my family, the days when we were whole and everything was different. I dream about things being that way again, and perhaps that is my most painful dream. Because things can't be that way, things will never be that way, and yet there's still a part of me that'll always keep on wishing for it. The boys would get a kick out of that, I think, knowing there's a sentimental side to their old man. Though I think they already know it, not that I ever really let it show for long. After all, in this business, sentimentality often gets you killed. Muse: John Winchester Fandom: Supernatural (Comment on this)
Sunday, August 12th, 2007
9:15 pm	Prompt #2 -- Family Family was all that I had, and then I lost even that. It was a small family, made so by the fact that I didn't want to let anybody else get close to us. People get close, means we -- and they -- were opening ourselves up to getting hurt again. The boys had already lost their mother. I wasn't going to ask anybody else to come into that. So yeah, it was a small family. Just me and the boys. But it worked for us. We did well enough. We might've had our problems, maybe more more than our share, but we've done all right. We've survived. My family might be down to just the boys now, but that's all right. Because I love them and I'm proud of them, moreso than they'll ever know. Muse: John Winchester Fandom: Supernatural (Comment on this)